Half a life in 18 posts — Why I’m crying today

arrived in my apartment on the 2nd of March. He died in my arms on the 29th of April in the St. Anthony Animal Recovery Hospital. He was injured by a parasite that went from his ears up to his brain, causing enough damages to him to kill him.
As a side note, the doctors there did everything that was possible to save him; it was just too late to be able to do anything. No one’s to blame but fate and probably me for not going there sooner.

He was found in the street where he sought for shelter by running in my friend’s feet; he was living in the trash, it was raining and cold; he was supposedly 1 month and a half then.
I loved him, I love him and hopefully, I hope I’ll love him. He’s still around anyway; he was a really clever and kind companion; he brought me some peace I wouldn’t have figured I needed.

Knowing all he’s been through, I could only say "Life’s a bitch".
These are the posts I wrote on Twitter on his behalf:

2009-04-29 07:20:07
Today, just before 2PM, I died in @an_archi’s arms, not really knowing what was going on... Peace my friends.
2009-04-26 11:35:11
in @an_archi’s scarf hanging around his neck...
2009-04-26 06:47:47
My heart is too big, my lungs are filled with water. Nobody knows how long I will live. Life’s a bitch.
2009-04-25 15:32:45
watching Star Wars Episode IV...
2009-04-17 01:46:51
Having myself a sunbath... I must be clean after that, right?! There’s "bath" in it somewhere already, RIGHT?!
2009-04-17 01:45:26
Another on bites the dust... HEY!
2009-04-16 11:43:31
I’m so happy when he’s around, that I want to bite him all the time...
2009-04-14 10:16:28
  • 啪 (Pā): "BLAM!";
  • 爬 (Pá): "to climb";
  • 怕 (Pà): "fear"
2009-04-08 14:09:34
Why Oh why is he making so much noise with his nose?! ’CAN’T SLEEP IN PEACE ANY MORE!
2009-04-02 16:12:42
I’m sure I can destroy any living species in this building if I try harder...
2009-03-30 05:46:34
paper-made balls are the best entertainment EVA!
2009-03-29 07:24:23
Haaaa... What a smart person I am! Just found myself a very nice fragrance.
2009-03-29 07:13:23
I’m an explorator. ’discovered new worlds made of food by jumping from platforms to platforms... Beware of the further water area though...
2009-03-27 12:31:51
If you waaaant to destroy my sweateeeeer...
2009-03-27 03:19:19
I’m convinced he didn’t even notice I was sleeping in his sweater... Maybe can... I... bite... this... zipper?
2009-03-27 01:03:59
trying to teach my stupid human how to talk.
2009-03-27 00:06:34
biting the hand that feeds is so much fun...
2009-03-26 14:15:23
Biting this cardboard I’m sitting on might transform it in a flying porch... or not.